Today is officially my first day of blogging! So simmer down everyone, I'm the bomb dot com and I know all one of you (nane) is excited that I'm starting this blogging mania out. but here I go!
Before physically waking up my mind was waken by a sweet feeling, as I got up I felt something special in the air and I knew today was my dads birthday. Over whelmed and carried away by the spirit I did something I hadn't done in a while, I said a prayer to thank our Heavenly Father for blessing me with a dad that had unconditional love for his kids, who always drilled in our minds that prayer was the only way to be heard and that millisecond I had to be heard and I wanted my message to get through and when I finished I crawled into bed. As I sat up I started reminiscing about his birthday last year and let me tell you it was chaos.So I was talking to this one guy right. and He told me on the 22nd that he needed to be picked up at the airport and his flight would arrive at 530 so I told Nane about the plans and since shes my rider die chick she was down(shes the best) So I woke up at 545 and we don't see him till 610.wow I know Im inconsiderate.So we come home and its 715, yikes my dads in his room upset and calls for me to comeover "where did you go" shamefully I said had to pick someone up, then he says just remember next time take the kids books out he was just upset that I forgot to take the kids seminary material out wow. Man hes the best, then I gave him his bday breakfast with some cookies and candy lol. So I think I'm in the clear walking out of his room feeling like victory is mine until I see Tina comes out her room and literally she looks like a creature from a scary movie ready to rip my head off. "did you know the kids needed there material" "yes" I said like the smart acer that I am Then she gets in my face like referee ready to throw me out.haha after feeling like shes acomplished somthing goes back to her room, now IM scared for my life and runs to the side of house and who do I find. Nane like a little putty cat she is lol So like hard core chicks, we waited till she left the house. So as I'm laughing to myself Anna brings me back to reality. She surprises me with BK breakfast how sweet my lil monster would do that for me, so we spent the morning eating like hobos and scoping face book like investigators that we are. Nane calls me on my cell telling us to get ready for the party. It was cool but I swear they don't know how to throw a party it was more like food party, I wanted to play charades but no.. everyone just wants to eat and leave.. smh its cool, I know my dad was just laughing seeing all of us do what we know best.. eat and crack jokes.lol We love you dad always and forever. I hope to meet a man that will love me and treasure me like you did to mom. I get teary thinking that for ever birthday I wouldn't hear your voice or see all us kids lined up to give you your birthday hug and kiss. But I know your probably having a better birthday with all our love ones that past through the Vail. Tell Grandma I said I miss her so much, I swear life is never going to be the same with the two ppl thats taught me how to be the person that I am. Remembering when I was I think12 me and Nane would stay up late nights just talking about life in general (bc thats how mature I was) It would first start off with us singing oldies from the top of out lungs like everyone in the house wasn't sleeping but then that would die out we then started talking , we covered everything from her favorite topic BOYS. to religion then family. She asked me a question that i hoped never to come true "what if dad died", when she said that tears secretly drizzled down my cheeks. I said I would die because I wouldn't know how to live with out him. I feel like when he passed away a big portion of me died with him. Life is full of gray clouds for me. I need him here, but.. that's me being selfish. I know he's a calling far more crucial then him being here with his family. I now have to step up my game and not ride on his testimony and truely gain my own.
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