Blowing up Nanes cell when I found out the love of my life was going to be one of the security guards at a club and I had to be there!. But three hours later and the constant calling, I get through.hoi. All excited I make up a lie that would get her big but in there. "So Nane there's a club in Palo Alto and I heard there's going to be a really great reggae group that's going to perform. You down?".. "Umm, I'll think about it, let me call you back my movies starting" Hopping I'll get what I wanted she calls me back with a lame excuse. .."So there's going to be a reggae group there?" .. "yeah".. "OK, who's else is going?" .. DAMN! I didn't think the whole lie through. "ugh, just us.."
"oh hell no... not with all your so call enemies"
..pause. hold up.. did she really say so call enemies?..hater
"its cool I know some ppl"
not even letting me finish
"no,cant do it.. what is your problem why do you always want go out"
man.. shes got a point I love to dance that's all i want to do.. scope out the men bump and not grind lol worse dirty dancer and I get freaked out when guys get to close to me.. so why do I like going to the club again??
"so I'm guessing that's a no?"
"chee, do you want to be like the rest of the gurls or do you want to stand out?"
"Stand out.. Have fun.. play touch a booty. (well didn't say that part but I wish I did")
interrupted again!
"no you want to stand out!, and how you stand out is staying home with us"
UGH!!! so tired of that but what ev.. don't really have a choice, not like I have friends. But who need friends.. right? :( lol But yeah its cool. Lisa Netane has bless her with her presence, so much fun when she comes over!
She's the bomb!
Time to join in the convo..sike cant fit in a word when these three gets together.. only giggle all nite!
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Saturday, September 25, 2010
Friday, September 24, 2010
Why have you cursed me!
Dear Blogger dot com
Why have you cursed me?. All I think about is writing to you, pouring all my thoughts into the strokes of the key board, bringing every word to life, consumed with updating every movement of my day. All for what? For you and my one follower. Who by the way I'm two seconds away from putting restraining order on. Lets just say shes a loose goose.haha But this is my sweet obsession. I love to write and now I'm really going to put my words to action. For some reason paper and pen is no longer amusing to me. I need the feeling of every finger doing what it knows best. For a second I thought it was made to torture my lil sister but no.. its for typing on my soon to be acer when Nane gets hitched (shes the loose goose) I mean married I'm happy that shes getting married in the temple. Shes come a long way. When we're in our teen years I remember she would always tell me she was going to Vegas to get married. Spoken like a real party girl. Me on the other hand would always say the temple was the only way for me. But now I'm not sure if its going to go there.. Its funny how life can take a toll on a person. And the path that they swore to live by took a turn... I know Im going to find myself back on the path, but as for now... I'll live in stupidity
Why have you cursed me?. All I think about is writing to you, pouring all my thoughts into the strokes of the key board, bringing every word to life, consumed with updating every movement of my day. All for what? For you and my one follower. Who by the way I'm two seconds away from putting restraining order on. Lets just say shes a loose goose.haha But this is my sweet obsession. I love to write and now I'm really going to put my words to action. For some reason paper and pen is no longer amusing to me. I need the feeling of every finger doing what it knows best. For a second I thought it was made to torture my lil sister but no.. its for typing on my soon to be acer when Nane gets hitched (shes the loose goose) I mean married I'm happy that shes getting married in the temple. Shes come a long way. When we're in our teen years I remember she would always tell me she was going to Vegas to get married. Spoken like a real party girl. Me on the other hand would always say the temple was the only way for me. But now I'm not sure if its going to go there.. Its funny how life can take a toll on a person. And the path that they swore to live by took a turn... I know Im going to find myself back on the path, but as for now... I'll live in stupidity
THE DAY IS STILL YOUNG
The day is still young and me Anna is chillin on the bed with baby Abdul. Hes very active and right now his favorite thing to do is hit ppl. He better get as much frustration out as possible because once I start to feel a bit of pain, its going to be on like donkey Kong. Like Ike and Tina and lets just say I'm not Tina.. did you see her get beat in that movie. How shameful of Ike to do that, but if Abdul keeps it up, that's the road I'm going to take him on(this very second he is kicking me like he was a kick boxing instructor) Like I was saying I'm done with the games youngN Im going to look beyond the fact that you've just turned to 2 a few months ago and treat you like a 3 yr old. So from that hes going to change his own diapers.
ugh.. hes gone vita decides to be a disgruntle old man and takes him off our hands, the one thing he does right. I think vita woke up on the wrong side of the hood today, because he was very moody and short with me for some odd reason. Get this I'm in my room blogging (new obsession) and I hear alot of cursing and hollering from the outside. I'm like what crack head is on my block so I reach for my glock underneath my pillow ready to strike some fear into the hearts of the druggies.ha jk I just run out of my room through the living room and I see Anna as I'm headed out in the corner, "do you hear all that hollering" looking at me as if she was use to that sort of ruckus said "yeah" ..whats her problem I thought? Why doesn't she want to check out whats happening.. am I really nosey? ugh who cares. I'm now in the front yard looking to see what all the commotion is about and what do I see a Tongan lady screaming on the pavement " NIA..NIA" wtf just go whip Nia's ass. Looking further down the street not knowing which one Nia is bc there's a gang of orangutans.jk of kids screaming at someone who I couldn't see. And behind comes a Tongan boy who obviously Anna found attractive because when I came back in the house she asked me "weren't you embarrassed" ugh.. hell no i said. he looked more ugly then me. BUT before that happened I went to the garage where I see Abdul and Vita playing like none of that nonsense was happening.SO I did him a favor because clearly he couldn't hear anything and I turned down the music. "did you know, its Tongan ppl screaming?" .."yeah".. "you don't want to go see whats the commotions about" "NO, ur nosey.." then looks at me like I crossed the line and wanted me out. WOW . talk about rude. and thats why I THINK he woke up on the wrong side of the hood.
ugh.. hes gone vita decides to be a disgruntle old man and takes him off our hands, the one thing he does right. I think vita woke up on the wrong side of the hood today, because he was very moody and short with me for some odd reason. Get this I'm in my room blogging (new obsession) and I hear alot of cursing and hollering from the outside. I'm like what crack head is on my block so I reach for my glock underneath my pillow ready to strike some fear into the hearts of the druggies.ha jk I just run out of my room through the living room and I see Anna as I'm headed out in the corner, "do you hear all that hollering" looking at me as if she was use to that sort of ruckus said "yeah" ..whats her problem I thought? Why doesn't she want to check out whats happening.. am I really nosey? ugh who cares. I'm now in the front yard looking to see what all the commotion is about and what do I see a Tongan lady screaming on the pavement " NIA..NIA" wtf just go whip Nia's ass. Looking further down the street not knowing which one Nia is bc there's a gang of orangutans.jk of kids screaming at someone who I couldn't see. And behind comes a Tongan boy who obviously Anna found attractive because when I came back in the house she asked me "weren't you embarrassed" ugh.. hell no i said. he looked more ugly then me. BUT before that happened I went to the garage where I see Abdul and Vita playing like none of that nonsense was happening.SO I did him a favor because clearly he couldn't hear anything and I turned down the music. "did you know, its Tongan ppl screaming?" .."yeah".. "you don't want to go see whats the commotions about" "NO, ur nosey.." then looks at me like I crossed the line and wanted me out. WOW . talk about rude. and thats why I THINK he woke up on the wrong side of the hood.
Day after the birthday
So I wake up this morning excited about all the left over food from yesterdays food fest. That excitement lasted two seconds, let me tell you I was greatly upset. The one thing I wanted was gone. Wiped clear like it never existed. Exhausted and not wanting to investigate my mom or my two brothers that were home, I did the one thing I came in there to do. So I pack my plate like a greedy person, warm it up till its almost paku. bc for some odd reason every time I warm something up in the microwave I forget all about it. like something in my brain blocks that memory from every happening till I get the feeling like Ive forgotten about something. And there I go running back to the kitchen like a mad man. Every thing was to still edible except my bread stick!ugh. So toss that goes in the can .. of wolis mouth.haha jk no to the garbage can. My mom calls me to the room to get baby Paula Abdul. Hes a little annoying when everyone's gone, but I didn't have him too long when I discover that Anna's in Tina's room snoring away. Bam! I plot him on the bed and run out. I go into my room and she comes in with her messy hair and sleepy eyes "why don't you guys ever let me me" .. umm why does she always sound like a southern baptist that just turned 78 when shes tired>>? oh well I didn't care and went on facebook. Im deep in thought just thinking about what happened yesterday. How my dad was gone and what he was actually doing, and I started to get sad and teary eyed, my heart ached for his warm embrace to be there to tell me everything was going to be OK. and Anna literally swings my door open and demands for me to take care of him while shes cleaning the living room and when shes done with that she'll take him back and I'll have the honors of cleaning the kitchen..? what in the world of cows and high heels was she thinking. Not even stopping to take a second to look at me. to notice that I have been crying and needed some alone time.. Well, I sure did give her a piece of my mind that had her leave..haha man the nerves of that little girl Anyways the day is still early and I manage to clean the entire house. The 2 living room 1 homework room 2 tables the kitchen and my bathroom and lastly my room. All that only to shut that granny up.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Happy 52nd Birthday Dad
Today is officially my first day of blogging! So simmer down everyone, I'm the bomb dot com and I know all one of you (nane) is excited that I'm starting this blogging mania out. but here I go!
Before physically waking up my mind was waken by a sweet feeling, as I got up I felt something special in the air and I knew today was my dads birthday. Over whelmed and carried away by the spirit I did something I hadn't done in a while, I said a prayer to thank our Heavenly Father for blessing me with a dad that had unconditional love for his kids, who always drilled in our minds that prayer was the only way to be heard and that millisecond I had to be heard and I wanted my message to get through and when I finished I crawled into bed. As I sat up I started reminiscing about his birthday last year and let me tell you it was chaos.So I was talking to this one guy right. and He told me on the 22nd that he needed to be picked up at the airport and his flight would arrive at 530 so I told Nane about the plans and since shes my rider die chick she was down(shes the best) So I woke up at 545 and we don't see him till 610.wow I know Im inconsiderate.So we come home and its 715, yikes my dads in his room upset and calls for me to comeover "where did you go" shamefully I said had to pick someone up, then he says just remember next time take the kids books out he was just upset that I forgot to take the kids seminary material out wow. Man hes the best, then I gave him his bday breakfast with some cookies and candy lol. So I think I'm in the clear walking out of his room feeling like victory is mine until I see Tina comes out her room and literally she looks like a creature from a scary movie ready to rip my head off. "did you know the kids needed there material" "yes" I said like the smart acer that I am Then she gets in my face like referee ready to throw me out.haha after feeling like shes acomplished somthing goes back to her room, now IM scared for my life and runs to the side of house and who do I find. Nane like a little putty cat she is lol So like hard core chicks, we waited till she left the house. So as I'm laughing to myself Anna brings me back to reality. She surprises me with BK breakfast how sweet my lil monster would do that for me, so we spent the morning eating like hobos and scoping face book like investigators that we are. Nane calls me on my cell telling us to get ready for the party. It was cool but I swear they don't know how to throw a party it was more like food party, I wanted to play charades but no.. everyone just wants to eat and leave.. smh its cool, I know my dad was just laughing seeing all of us do what we know best.. eat and crack jokes.lol We love you dad always and forever. I hope to meet a man that will love me and treasure me like you did to mom. I get teary thinking that for ever birthday I wouldn't hear your voice or see all us kids lined up to give you your birthday hug and kiss. But I know your probably having a better birthday with all our love ones that past through the Vail. Tell Grandma I said I miss her so much, I swear life is never going to be the same with the two ppl thats taught me how to be the person that I am. Remembering when I was I think12 me and Nane would stay up late nights just talking about life in general (bc thats how mature I was) It would first start off with us singing oldies from the top of out lungs like everyone in the house wasn't sleeping but then that would die out we then started talking , we covered everything from her favorite topic BOYS. to religion then family. She asked me a question that i hoped never to come true "what if dad died", when she said that tears secretly drizzled down my cheeks. I said I would die because I wouldn't know how to live with out him. I feel like when he passed away a big portion of me died with him. Life is full of gray clouds for me. I need him here, but.. that's me being selfish. I know he's a calling far more crucial then him being here with his family. I now have to step up my game and not ride on his testimony and truely gain my own.
Before physically waking up my mind was waken by a sweet feeling, as I got up I felt something special in the air and I knew today was my dads birthday. Over whelmed and carried away by the spirit I did something I hadn't done in a while, I said a prayer to thank our Heavenly Father for blessing me with a dad that had unconditional love for his kids, who always drilled in our minds that prayer was the only way to be heard and that millisecond I had to be heard and I wanted my message to get through and when I finished I crawled into bed. As I sat up I started reminiscing about his birthday last year and let me tell you it was chaos.So I was talking to this one guy right. and He told me on the 22nd that he needed to be picked up at the airport and his flight would arrive at 530 so I told Nane about the plans and since shes my rider die chick she was down(shes the best) So I woke up at 545 and we don't see him till 610.wow I know Im inconsiderate.So we come home and its 715, yikes my dads in his room upset and calls for me to comeover "where did you go" shamefully I said had to pick someone up, then he says just remember next time take the kids books out he was just upset that I forgot to take the kids seminary material out wow. Man hes the best, then I gave him his bday breakfast with some cookies and candy lol. So I think I'm in the clear walking out of his room feeling like victory is mine until I see Tina comes out her room and literally she looks like a creature from a scary movie ready to rip my head off. "did you know the kids needed there material" "yes" I said like the smart acer that I am Then she gets in my face like referee ready to throw me out.haha after feeling like shes acomplished somthing goes back to her room, now IM scared for my life and runs to the side of house and who do I find. Nane like a little putty cat she is lol So like hard core chicks, we waited till she left the house. So as I'm laughing to myself Anna brings me back to reality. She surprises me with BK breakfast how sweet my lil monster would do that for me, so we spent the morning eating like hobos and scoping face book like investigators that we are. Nane calls me on my cell telling us to get ready for the party. It was cool but I swear they don't know how to throw a party it was more like food party, I wanted to play charades but no.. everyone just wants to eat and leave.. smh its cool, I know my dad was just laughing seeing all of us do what we know best.. eat and crack jokes.lol We love you dad always and forever. I hope to meet a man that will love me and treasure me like you did to mom. I get teary thinking that for ever birthday I wouldn't hear your voice or see all us kids lined up to give you your birthday hug and kiss. But I know your probably having a better birthday with all our love ones that past through the Vail. Tell Grandma I said I miss her so much, I swear life is never going to be the same with the two ppl thats taught me how to be the person that I am. Remembering when I was I think12 me and Nane would stay up late nights just talking about life in general (bc thats how mature I was) It would first start off with us singing oldies from the top of out lungs like everyone in the house wasn't sleeping but then that would die out we then started talking , we covered everything from her favorite topic BOYS. to religion then family. She asked me a question that i hoped never to come true "what if dad died", when she said that tears secretly drizzled down my cheeks. I said I would die because I wouldn't know how to live with out him. I feel like when he passed away a big portion of me died with him. Life is full of gray clouds for me. I need him here, but.. that's me being selfish. I know he's a calling far more crucial then him being here with his family. I now have to step up my game and not ride on his testimony and truely gain my own.
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